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Monday, January 16, 2006

Currently Reading
ttyl (Talk to You Later)
By Lauren Myracle
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it doesn't matter who dumped who or why.
whenever we see an ex with another girl, it always
bothers us. not because we`re not over you, but
because we know that we used to be that girl

She's just your average girl
feelings too strong & hopes
too high, especially for a
boy like him

he meant EVERYTHiNG to me »
& i meant N0THiNG to him

----» hello mr. heartache
[ i've been expecting you ]

The s p a c e s between my fingers were meant fOr yours to fill

On my knees, I'll ask "One chance for one last dance" cause with you I'd withstand all hell to hold your hand.

my love life- disaster
my friendships- beautiful
my family- a little weird
&& i still manage to live life good

She smokes like there is no tomorrow
She says it makes her feel alive
She drinks her wine like it is water
Cuz she feels dry inside
She drives her car likes it's a bullet
She says that time is slipping away
She never thinks about her future
It's a m i l l i o n miles away

and her friends don't understand her.
she's a question without answers
who feels like she's falling apart.

its hard to beleive we were ever together because when we do talk.. we talk like complete strangers

the question is..
would you love m if there was no
cupid?

here's to the nights we won't remember
with the friends ill never forget <33

if you can make a girl
laugh you can make her do
anything

the only thing i really want
is to see him laugh again
you know hear him sing off-key
watching him roll his eyes at me
when i steal french fries off his plate
i guess what im trying to say
is im crazy for him

i confess i messed up
dropping im sorrys
like your still around
&& i know your dressed up
ill never live this down
and your just the boy
all the gurls want to dance with
&& im just the girl
who had too many chances

never say never
live life to the fullest
baby we can be forever young

true love means i will stand by
you
, support you, & love you no matter
what distance lies between us

i guess the best part of being with you
is that you don't judge me. i can wake `
up in the morning, hair a mess, no make
up on && you still tell me im the most
beautifulest thing you've ever seen <3

When tears started falling...
He said: What's wrong?
She said: I don't know the word for it.
He said: I'll help.
She said: What's another word for sad, but not depressed...but happy for some strange reason?
He said: You're in love.<3

his girl: ya i guess he is hot
his ex: i love him why did he leave me?
his girl: he gave me a necklace but it looks cheap!
His ex: i cherish every thing i got from him
His girl: eww i saw his ex she is so ugly!
his ex: his new girlfriend is pretty
His girl: hmmm why did he give me a kiss on the check?
his ex: we were eachothers first kiss
His girl: we better do it soon!!!!
his ex: we both talked about waitni for marrage to move farther
His girl: what? no im to busy to call him!!!
his ex: i remeber our talks til like 6 in th morning
His girl: i cant remeber what color are his eyes?
his ex: i cant foget his deep ocean blue eyes
His girl: i swear what is up with that black sweatshirt he wears all the time?
his ex: i rember that black sweatshirt i gave him, i wonder if he still has it
His girl: i guess we will last another couple weeks or so

I hope the next girl to hold your hand,
Holds on a little tighter than I did
&& realizes how lucky she is to have you.

life doesn't hurt until you think about
how much things have changed, who
you've lost along the way, and about
how much
was your fault <\3

looking in the mirror
I can see somebody
thats full of hurt &&
pain.&& nobody can
help her cause
nobody understands

when you hurt me .. i still wanted
you -- when you ignored me.. i still
smiled at you -- when you were with
another girl .. i was still happy for
you -- and after all this time ...
i still love you

& i can't explain in words
because my love for you is unexplainable
i can't show you my love, because no action can
describe it [but trust me] I LOVE YOU

if you were a tear drop in my eye
for the fear of losing youu, i would
* N E V E R ++ C R Y *

Boy: what should i do?
Girl: just follow your heart
Boy: what do you think my heart says?
Girl: i don't know.. im not your heart
Boy: your most of it<33

No matter how many times he hurts me
I'll always forgive him
Some call it stupid
...I call it love.

i love the way we can talk about anything
and never get bored. because we're
together & that's all that matters

and you're THE boy i'm writing about in my
profile
, the one i'm talking to MY friends about.
yeah, in case you're wondering,
Y0U ARE THE B0Y.

it was just you and me.. [ two friends. ] <3
& then with a simple look, my hand fell into yours.

Boy: So what are we?
Girl: I don't know. What do you want to be?
Boy: Whatever makes you happy.
Girl: I'm already happy. So what will make you happy?
Boy: You. <3

Life is too short to wake up in the morning

with regrets. So love the people who treat

you right, forget about the ones who don't

and believe that everything h a p p e n s for a

reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it

changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd

be easy, they just promised it would be w.o.r.t.h. it.

&she wishes her mom could have told
her the same thing about guys
that she did about bikes.
".. sooner or later you're
gonna fall & get hurt."

hold on to what you love, stay true to what you know.
take everything you dream of .. & never let it go

and this right here..
is the exact reason why
i never gave up on you
when everyone else said
to stop trying
<3

i'm in love
not elementary school love
not middle school love
not even high school love
i am so in love that the words "i love you"
aren't even enough

&& she just wants you to know
she loves the way you laugh
&& your stupid dumb smile
that has her falling head over heals

i just wanted that one boy
who would go through anything
just to prove hes different
from the rest .. < 3

when im with you
it`s impossible for me
to be in a BAD mood

Even the shortest visit with a friend
can make the longest lasting
Memories.

your roca wear jeans; $80
your airforce shoes ; $150
your doo rag ; $4
your bling bling ; $20,000
your rolex watch ; $5,000
your ecko red shirt ; $50
your rap cd ; $15
realizing your white;;priceless

AS WE STRAiN TO GRASP THE THiNGS WE DESiRE, THE THiNGS WE THiNK WiLL MAKE OUR LiVES BETTER... MONEY, POPULARiTY, WE iGNORE WHAT TRUELY MATTERS. THE SiMPLE THiNGS LiKE FRiENDSHiP, FAMiLY, LOVE. THE THiNGS WE PROBABLE ALREADY HAD.

I'll waste my life waiting by the phone for your call ;;
I'll waste my life waiting for you to give me a straight anwser ;;
I'll waste my life getting the courage to kiss you ;;
I'll waste my life waiting for you to come back to me ;;
I'll waste my life loving you. The sad thing is,
I don’t mind wasting my life on you.

and we'll STAY true blue 4ever and ever.
we'll all go to the same college
and fall in luv with awesome guys who r also best friends,
and we'll be bridesmaids in each other's weddings
and live happily ever after

LiFE iS RANDOM. SO AM i.

Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
And finds in your presence that life is worth while,
So when you are lonely remember It's true;
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you

Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried

Don’t ask God to make life easier.
ask Him to make you a stronger person.

if we could decide who to love,
life would be a lot simpler,
but a lot less magical

So there was this girl. & she fell for this boy. It wasn't anything special. No love at first site, no fireworks or sparks. She just slowly felt herself beginning to realize how much this boy meant to her. & it scared her. It scared her so much that she began to turn away. She turned away from everything she knew & loved. She turned away from the one boy that meant everything to her.

Being Unique means being yourself. Being a follower means copying others to be a person you are not.

I used to think friends should be spelled 'freinds'..that way it would never have to end. But then i realized some friendships need to end for both people to grow..& even though a friendship has ended, it doesn't mean that it was a mistake, cause both people have learned from it, & learned that some friendships need to be spelled friends, & some need to be spelled freinds <3

friend stands on the sidelines of your life, proudly cheering you on as you win each of life's battles, but a true friend is there in the fight with you

when good things happen to me i share them with you && when bad things happen to me i share them with you because you are part of me that'll will always be there

I couldn't be any more hurt than you
hurt me already. You broke my heart.

you go through so many relationships in this life ; only
one or two will last ; you go through all the pain and& stife
you turn your back and& theyre gone so fast
so hold on to the ones who really care
in the end theyll be the only ones there

she whispered " where have you been all my life ? "
he replied with a smile " looking for you "

my mom always told me not to trust strangers
but she never told me that boy were like strangers.
and& that they kidnap your heart in a second and&
never give it back

turn the radio up for that sweet sound
hold me close never let me go
keep this feeling alive make me lose control
when i look in your eyes i go crazy
fevers high with the lights down low
so take me over the edge make me lose control

remember when friends didnt lie to you ? and& the worst thing anyone ever called you was a meanie . remember when you were judged on how nice you were ? and& how you only wanted to hear " i love you " from your mom ? well .. now friends barely tell you the truth and& people will call you tons of things that will make you want to break down and& cry. now youre judged on how expensive your clothes are and& youd give up every single time your mom ever told you how she loved you , just to hear him say it once <3

love is a word that gets thrown around a lot
and& when i say it , i wanna mean it

you know how its like
you dont want to miss him
but you want them to miss you

im not always as confident as i seem. there are many nights and& many days when all i want is to be held. i love being held .. always. sometimes i dont want to talk about what is bothering me .. sometimes i just want a hug. someone who will let me cry. i like when boys cry in front of me. when people arent afraid to show what theyre really feeling. i dont like when people run from their true feelings because it doesnt do anyone any good. i wear my heart on my sleeve, but i am not naive. i know what it feels like to be completly broken and& i am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. i know what its like to hear something funny and& not laugh. ive been taken advantage of, used and& abused. my feelings have been blatantly disregarded. but i still believe that all people are good at heart, and& my trust in people has not diminished. to be completely honest, i hope it never does.

a love story like ours belongs on the
big screen or the pages of a novel <3

its the type of love where
she loves him
and& he doesnt love her back
and& when he realizes how much
he really meant to her
shes already . . . gone

he asked her why she said " no " to his friend . she said " hes not my type . i want someone who is cute, mature, and& fun " he replied, " am i any of those ? " " yes, " she said, " youre all of them. " and& in that moment, they fell in love

ever since i was younger i never
understood anything about the
world and& anything that happened
in my life. the only thing that ever
made sense to me was you and& how
i felt about you. thats all ive ever
known and& thats enough for me

im tired of the lets play with her emotions game
either you love me or you dont so make up your mind
because im not gonna wait while you take your sweet time

love is grand ; divorce is a hundred grand

to love is to suffer . to avoid suffering one must not love . but then one suffers from not loving . therfore to love is to suffer , not to love is to suffer. to suffer is to suffer . to be happy is to love . to be happy is to suffer . but suffering makes one unhappy . therefore , to be unhappy one must love , or love to suffer , or suffer from too much happiness . i hope youre getting this.

romantic love is a mental illness
but its a pleaurable one . its a drug
it distorts reality and& thats the point of it
it would be impossible to fall in love
with someone that you really saw

between the distance that i fear and& the heartache
of you not being here our love is strong enough to
make it through cause there is only enough space
in my heart for one and& im giving that space to you

high schools almost over but the memories wont fade we'll always remember the parties and& the new friends we've made

when i was alone
you came around
when i was down
you pulled me through
and& theres nothing that
i wouldnt do for you

youre taking up all the space in my head with all the things that we could do and& all the things that could be said. its hard for me to try and& understand the way i feel about you and& the way it made me feel to hold your hand.

dont tell me that you understand
when you cant take 3 seconds
away from your worthless night
and& life of bullshit lies
and& faked out tears to listen
to what ive got to say

another new year , another new start . memories will fade but stay in your heart so make the best of this begining and& just have a blast but dont forget about happiness in the past


Friday, January 13, 2006

Currently Listening
Unwritten
By Natasha Bedingfield
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on my knees ; i'll ask for one last dance.
because with you i'd withstand - all of the hell
to hold your hand. i'd give anything for us.
but i wont give up <33

for every beauty, there is an eye somewhere to see it.
for e v e r y truth, there is an ear somewhere to hear it.
for every love, there is a heart somewhere to receive it.

I may not be with him, but he's still my world. He's still the one thing worth holding onto. The true test of love is no matter how long you two go without talking, he will always find a way back into your heart. No matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. It's the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. It's those times when a song comes on and immediately you cry missing him, wanting him, needing him. It's the phone call you get from him at 2 in the morning. Just knowing he thinks about you, and he has never forgot the memories you two have means everything. Just the small thought of maybe, just maybe there be be another "us" give you the strength to hold on that much longer. You never realize how much you love something until you lose it, and you're one of the lucky ones if you get it back

Friends by Heart
Sisters by Soul
Try OUT OF CONTROL

I don't know how to live without your love
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be.

What do you do when the smiles go away?
when everything changes .. in the matter of only one day?
what do you do when love falls through ; ?
when the only one you love - doesnt love you. <|||3

its pretty stupid actually. how when you do something amazingly right ; no one remembers. but when you screw something up nobody ever forgets.

on my knees ; i'll ask for one last dance.
because with you i'd withstand - all of the hell
to hold your hand. i'd give anything for us.
but i wont give up <33

never regret a thing ; because at one point..
it was exactly what you wanted <33

lets slow dance && be the couple everyone wishes they could be.
lets look at the stars && kiss all night long.
lets take is slow then speed it up ; lets take stupid pictures & laugh until we cant breath ;;
x3 lets be forever - you & me <3333

Someday i will find
the courage to embrace you x3
Someday i will find
the strength to erase you <3

so play it off and pretend you didnt know what you were getting yourself into.
and i'll pretend i never believed a word you said,
cause now im starting to realize ; that getting lost in your eyes ..
was my biggest mistake <|||||3

when we're together, we're too good for the world. to me, you are perfect & my wasted heart will always love you.

Because you’re beautiful and you don’t know it..
because you’re smart and you don’t believe it..
You’re the kind of girl that guys don’t get over.
& you’re the kind of the kind of girl other girls
g e t c o m p a r e d t o

sometimes when you kiss someone and you know
right then and there thats the person you want to be kissing
forever

To those who have pushed me, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have fallen. To those who have laughed at me, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have cried. To those who just couldn't love me, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have known real love. To those of you who hurt my feelings, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have felt them. To those of you who left me lonely, thank you. Without you, I wouldn't have discovered myself. But, to those who thought I couldn't do it, it is to you I thank the most because without you, I wouldn't have tried

some days i sit, staring out the window
watching this world pass me by.
Sometimes i think, theres nothing to live for
i almost break down and cry
-eminem

`m kind of like barbie. only without the huge plastic boobs. i`ve got some fake friends. a stupid theresa to always fuck up mine and ken's relationship. people think that i`m a slut and that i sleep around and i`ll "steal your man." everyone thinks that i can do everything. i`ve always had to pretend to be strong with that permanent smile on my face. i`ve got to endure people`s shit and act like everything is fine. they talk about me when i`m right there. acting like i can't hear them. people hate me because they only think i`m perfect. but i`m not. i`m just like you. maybe with a more fucked up life than the average girl, but i`m still like you. i just have a better way of hiding things. so yeah, i guess that does make me barbie, then.

life is about chasing after the things you truly
think are worth it, even if they don't happen

Here is what little kids think Love is..

1. When my grandma got arthritis, she couldn't bend over & paint her

toenails anymore. So my grandpa does it for her now all the time, even

when his hands got arthritis too. That's love . Rebecca - age 8

2. When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.

You just know that your name is safe in their mouths. Billy - age 4

3. Love is when a girl puts on perfume & a boy puts on shaving cologne

& they go out & smell each other. Kari - age 5

4. Love is when you go out to eat & give somebody most of your

french fries without making them give you any of theirs. Chrissy - age 6

5. Love is what makes you smile when you`re tired. Terri - age 4

6. Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy, & she takes a

sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK. Danny - age 5

7. Love is when you kiss all the time. Then, when you get tired of kissing,

you still want to be together & you talk more. My mommy & daddy

are like that. They look gross when they kiss. Emily - age 8

8. Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening

the presents & listen. Bobby - age 7

9. If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend you

hate. Nikki - age 6

10. Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, & then he wears it

everyday. Noelle - age 7

11. Love is like a little old woman & a little old man who are still friends

even after they know each other so well. Tommy - age 6

12. During my piano recital, i was on stage & i was scared. i looked at

all the people watching me & saw my daddy waving & smiling. he was

the only one doing that. i wasn't scared anymore. Cindy - age 8

13. My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see any one else

kissing me to sleep at night. Clare - age 6

14. Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken. Elaine - age 5

15. Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly & sweaty & still says

he's more handsom-er than Robert Redford. chris - age 7

16. Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him

alone all day. Mary Ann - age 4

17. When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up & down & little

stars come out of you. Karen - age 7

18. Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet & doesn`t think that

it`s gross. Mark - age 6

19. You really shouldn't say "I love you" unless you mean it. But if you

mean it, you should say it alot. People forget. Jessica - age

im a sucker for the sweet talkers

the ones that treat me right

the ones that call randomly

or to just say goodnight

the ones that pull my hair back

loosely behind my ears

 

Someday I'm going to meet a man who is everything
I've ever wanted & who will never ever think of hurting me.
Someday I'm going to fall in love. Someday I'm going to get
married & have my own family. Someday all my dreams will come true.

its easy, all I need to do is move on. right? yeah, that's the only thing I have to do. all those obstacles in the way? like rememering all our stupid fights and converastions that meant everything to me, but meant nothing to you. that's an obstacle I can pass with just some tears. and how I have to see you almost everyday, happy, with me not being in your life.. yeah that's an easy one too. but the easiest one is getting everything that has reminded me of you out of my life. because no matter what it is, whenever I look at it, the memories come back, and tears start coming down. but thats easy too, it's as easy as life. </3 --me--

There are days that i love you, & days that i dont. days i'd like to be friends. & days that i wont. days i'll pick up the phone & give you a call. days im so sad i dont want to talk to you at all . days i look back at all the things that we shared. days i question myself if you really even care. theres so many things i wish i could say, but im scared it will all come out in the wrong way. no matter how much time goes by, i'll always be by your side, cus i couldnt stop loving you.. even if i tried

we used to be best friends. stay up talking
on the phone about random things . we had
our little fights and moved on. we used to do
each others makeup & hair & had a good time
but now i see youu in the hallways and we pass each
other like we never knew one another.

for him i'd smile when he's happy
kiss him when he's sad..try to be the
perfect girl & calm him when he's mad
hold his hand to make him strong &
say he's right when i know he's wrong

so i`ll just [ e r a s e ]
all the |x| mEmOrIeS |x| we had together
pretending [»they «] didn`t happen
pretending .y o u. didn`t happen

rite n0w, things c0uldn't get any better between me and y0u. y0u said it y0urself i'm the perfect girl f0r y0u, never g0ing t0 hurt y0u. Why? because i'm the girl wh0se always getting hurt. it's alm0st like its my j0b. s0 please if y0u're g0ing t0 take my heart like all the 0ther b0ys, d0n't be the 0ne t0 break it, keep it with y0u and cherish it. because i cherish every m0ment i'm with y0u. i want t0 thank y0u f0r making me feel like the center 0f the universe. whenever we're t0gether n0 matter if theres 20 people 0r 5 pe0ple there, y0ur attenti0n is always t0wards me. i wanna say thank y0u f0r making me feel l0ved

guy realized he wanted her love back. not wanting to get hurt again
the girl said no. the boy cried to god and asked 'if it was really meant to be
why did i lose her?' god replied. child you didnt lose her. you let her go </3

don't know what it is, I just cry sometimes. Maybe I'm just so oblivious to the things going on around me, that I don't realize that I'm hurting as much as I am. So when the tears stream down my face & I don't have anything to say, don't ask me why I'm crying, because I simply don't know, just hold me.
[ I . j u s t . w a n t . t o . b e . h e l d. ]

x ..... o ..... x ..... o ..... x .
When you love some one
theres nothing you can do
you cant control your heart
it controls you
. x ..... o ..... x ..... o ..... x .

so i'll just erase e v e r y t h i n g
and i'll forget about you * it's just
too bad that this might be one of
the hardest things i may
[ e v e r ] have to do * <3

four billion people surround us, so
many souls lose their way. all that
we have is each other, and that's
all i've ever wanted

because these are my last words
and this is my last breath
i'd give you everything
if there was something left

i have nothing left to prove
and i will live with my regrets
i'd give you everything --
if there was something left

nobody understands how much i miss you. how much we used to talk and miss all the things we used to do. i try not to admit it to myself that i still feel this way. nobody knows that i still wake up thinking of you each day. i still think of you, and i really do miss you. i would give up everything that i have, to be everything we`re not

so take me to the park & we can draw hearts with chalk all over the sidewalks

Love -- is when you miss him, even before he leaves.
when you could talk to him all night & never get tired of
hearing his voice. when the sound of his name sends chills
down your spine, when you see his smile the second
you happen to close your eyes <3

Girl: i like him.
Friend: you do, really?
Girl: yeah.
Friend: why?
Girl: are you serious? have you seen him SMiLE?
Friend: you should tell him. he likes you too.
Girl: he does?? how do you know??
Him: because i know your friend's password.

in your life you will meet one guy unlike
any other.. you can talk to him & never get
bored.. tell him everything & never get judged..
smile & get butterflies everytime you see his
face, hear his name or voice.. this person is
a best friend.. boyfriend..& true love

when your thoughts revolve around
him && he's the one you feel the happiest with
there's just something about him you don't
see in other guys and when you're not with him,
the only place you want to be is in his arms..
that's when you know it's real

Its those days where we sit around and do nothing.
Its the moments we laugh so hard, we cry.
Its the way we look at eachother and,
know whats going on through
each others head its those
stupid pictures and the
jokes. Those are
the reasons
we are
best friends

Sometimes i feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone else could please you more than me. guess it's my insecurity acting up a bit.. because i know i'm not the most beautiful or the most fun or even the most exciting person you'll ever meet, but i do know that no matter how long and hard you search, you'll never find a girl who loves you and cares about you the way i do

i love talking about you because
i can never run out of things to say.
i never have a bigger smile or louder
laugh, & even with everything that
i say, i'm still the O N L Y one that
understands why i love you <3

all she knows

ME & YOU
it's just something i want for the
rest
of my LIFE

i want a b0y who will
c0me up behind me..
wrap his arms around me..
juss to catch me off guard
and whisper..[[baby, i love u]]

all i ever hear 'be a good girl; just behave;
sit up straight; stand up tall; never falter;
never fall; stay in school; make the grade;
never fail; never fade; be a hero; be a star;
be e v e r y t h i n g but what you are'

It seems like the whole world is out to keep us apart.
Once we have one obstacle, life decides to throw us
another one like it's trying to test our love or something.
But what's interesting about it all is that I've never been
motivated to do anything in my entire life until now.
I'm motivated to make this work. & you know why?
cus I love you, & love makes you do some crazy things

You said it's a good thing that we're not together
cus now I'll be able to hook up with as many guys as I want to.
You just forgot the fact that being in a relationship was what I chose to do.
I never once considered myself to be "tied down" to someone I
willingly made a commitment to. He was never a burden on my
shoulders. But I guess he never felt the same

so theres there was this girl. & she fell for this boy. it wasnt anything special. no love at first site, no fireworks or sparks. she just slowly felt herself beginning to realize how much this boy meant to her. & it scared her. it scared her so much that she began to turn away. she turned away from everything she knew & loved. she turned away from the one boy that meant everything to her. <3

Last night i fell asleep
to that song on REPEAT
& every moment, every word
everytime it played ;;
there wasn`t a minute I couldn`t
keep my mind off of you

love is as much of an object as an obsession.

everybody wants it,

everybody seeks it,

but few ever achieve it.

those who do will cherish it,

be lost in it,

and among all,

never forget it

The nights are lonely, and the days are so sad, I just keep thinking about the love that we had, I am missing you, and nobody knows it, but me...

I feel like we can talk to each other
without saying a single word.
But I just want to know
if this connection I feel is just me...
If when you look, you truly see..
If the love I feel is just a one way trip
to a destination that doesn't have you in the end..
A road that will leave me broken after each bend..
Are you even feeling the same?
Or is your love for me some sick or twisted game?
Is this all we'll ever be?
Or is the joke, once again, on me?

It's 2 AM and
She's lying on her bed
Staring at the ceiling
All these thoughts in her head
Just so confused
Doesn't know what to do
In need of someone to talk to
But doesn't know who
So she just lies there
Her eyes fixed on the ceiling
With her headphones blaring
But nothing, she's hearing

I just don't want anyone
else to get the chance to
realize how amazing you
truly are . . <33


Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Currently Listening
Under My Skin
By Avril Lavigne
Fall To Pieces
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If you love me, say it.. If you trust me, do it.. If you want
me
, show it.. If you need me, prove it..

It's funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love
while in the back of our minds, we know that the
person we truly love will always be an exception

The 1st time I fell absolutely, violently, passionately in love, my senses were so
heightened that one day when we were walking through the park, I
swear I actually heard a leaf drop to the ground

*.love is when you have a bad day.*
*.but then you see the one you love.*
*.and everything suddenly seems ok.*

The most intimate kiss between two lovers
is not the kiss of their lips,
but the kiss of their tears

SO THERES THIS BOY..
i know he doesnt want to be with me
he wants to be with her.so im not GOING
to interfere..im JUST GOING TO SIT back &
WATCH MY WHOLE WORLD disappear</3

you might not be his first, his last, or his only
he's cared about someone else before
and possibly will again
but if he cares for you
now
then what else matters?

he's not perfect and you aren't either
and the two of you will never be perfect

but if he can make you laugh, hold onto him
and give him the most you can

those feelings that' are the most painful are those
ones that nobody can explain, no quote can describe,
and no tears or smiles can make them go away. they`re
the ones that hurt the deepest the ones that last the longest
and take F0REVER to forget about. <3

tell me, do you think i'm falling for him? all he
means to me is a really good friend; someone
who can make me laugh, make me smile, someone
who i can joke around with, someone i can be
myself with. all he is to me is the person who gave
me back my smile

falling in love was always easy for me.
its just falling out of it is the part that kills me.

true friends are the ones who
are pulling tissues out of their bags
when you're crying your eyes out.
the one's making you laugh so hard,
that you could pee, and the one's
who aren't teaching you how to dance,
they're the ones shoving you onto
the table, screaming, "let's go girl."

it pains me to watch her get a
new boyfriend ever
other week and all
i want is one
boyfriend that is
there for me, no
matter what

no body is p e r f e c t
some people are just
perfect for each other <3

L O V E - the short word that leads to
Most cases of broken heart ;;
An estimated ¾ of all suicides,
And pretty much causes girls to cry.

Beauty |<3|
only gets attention.
personality
captures the
Heart|<3|

i need to know the answer
its a simple yes or no
should i love you or let you go

. there`s moments
when i can`t stand
what we go through ..
but then theres moments
when i can`t stand the thought of
[N o T . H a V i N g . y O u]

its hard to wait around for something
that you know will never happen
but its a lot harder to stop
when you know its everything

youve ever wanted

its scary to think how different ur life
would be if u never met that person ;
that changed // e v e r y t h i n g //

Y0U ASKED ME WHAT MADE ME
HAPPY, && i REPLiED, " Y0U. "

&& i FALL ASLEEP WiTH Y0UR H00DiE
0N EVEN iF iT'S UNC0MF0RTABLE . . .
JUST BECAUSE iT SMELLS LiKE Y0U

you may not remember, but that night
when all we did was lay there & you
brushed the hair out of my eyes.
that was the night i fell in love with you.

Love is when you are kept awake at night
with thoughts of him && when sleep finds
you, he's waiting there in your dreams

But all I ever wanted,
All I ever really needed,
Was just for you to hear me;
Just for you to really know me

this is my broken heart talking
my weak head, my shaky fingers and wet eyes
my loss of faith in love, my aching stomach and
lack of sleep at night, all saying
"i miss you"<3

He knows exactly how to make me laugh like no one else
He knows exactly where Im extremely tickilish
He knows me for the clumsy and crazy person I am
I love him and he loves me
Yet hes still with her..

Boy; I think I can tell her I love her now!
Girl; Great! Tell her.
Boy; I love you
Girl; I love you too, but are you practicing?
Boy; No, I'm talking to her

promise
we won't fall apart
promise
this right from the start
promise
that you won't make believe
promise me <33

you were holding my hand
&rubbing my thumb
Just like you always used to
& you looked at me & said
-» baby, i'm in love with you

wait for the boy who would do anything*
to be your *everything

he's moved on.
and i feel sorry for you
because she thought you
were the most amazing boy ever

All I want is to go back
to that one night
where you held me so tightly as we looked at the stars
& you said "if I had a choice,
Id never let you go

One day we are all going to fall in love. We are going to find a guy that makes us weak in the knees & gives us butterflies in our stomachs. Who loves us for our imperfections & little things that make us unique & wouldn't trade us for the world.
One day we will get over high school drama. We will realize the important things in life are our friends & family & that the two go hand in hand. We will realize how amazing everyone is & how we could never live without them.
One day we will grow up. We will have responsibilities, children, mortgages, car payments, & jobs. We will carry baggage ; not only briefcases but emotional as well.
But until then lets live life to its fullest, be kids, make mistakes, laugh too long & too often, (make out too long & too often), enjoy friends & just live fabulously.

I want a Notebook romance
a love like Corey and Topanga
a story like A Walk to Remember
and i want it all to be with you <3

It's hard to say what it is I see in you
Wonder if I'll always be with you
But words can't say, And I can't do
Enough to prove,
It's all for you

Basic Principles - no woman wakes up saying "God, I hope I don't get swept off my feet today!" Now, she might say "This is a really bad time for me," or something like "I just need some space," or my personal favorite "I'm really into my career right now." You believe that? Neither does she. You know why? 'Cause she's lying to you, that's why. You understand me? Lying! It's not a bad time for her. She doesn't need any space. And she may be into her career, but what she's really saying is "Uh, get away from me now," or possibly "Try harder, stupid," but which one is it? 60% of all human communication is nonverbal, body language; 30% is your tone, so that means 90% of what you're saying ain't coming out of your mouth. Of course she's going to lie to you! She's a nice person! She doesn't want to hurt your feelings! What else she going to say? She doesn't even know you... yet. Luckily, the fact is that just like the rest of us, even a beautiful woman doesn't know what she wants until she sees it, and that's where I come in. My job is to open her eyes. Basic Principles - no matter what, no matter when, no matter who... any man has a chance to sweep any woman off her feet; he just needs the right broom.

As I lay there in your arms
I drew the letters i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u on your back
thinking that you weren't paying attention
then you looked at me and said "I love you too"

You're the best friend I've ever had but when I look in your eyes,
I'm not sure friendship is all I see.
<333

there is one moment in your life when
you are with someone and you feel like
the world has stopped ; and your life
long ago -
with so many memories tied to it that it made you
cry? and didn`t you wish you could go back into
time, when everything seemed so much simpler
and carefree?? those are songs that are the ;
soundtrack of our lives
the ones that bring back - best friends, childhood
memories
, first loves, first heartbreaks...

just miss what we had - other times i want you so bad - then theres those times where i hate your guts & what you did to me - and of course those times when i cry my eyes out because i was so stupid to fall for someone like you in the first place - then i realize - i dont miss you at all - nor do i want you - i just miss the feeling of being safe - that feeling of being loved and knowing that your all he thinks about - that feeling of knowing how you can tell him absolutely anything - that feeling of everything in your life being perfect because hes yours - that feeling of just knowing - and its not the fact that i miss you - but how badly i want a chance with him the way i had with you.<|3

take chances, alot of them. cause honestly
no matter where you end up && with who,
it always ends up just the way it should be
your mistakes make you who you are, you
learn && grow with each choice you make .
everything is worth it. say how you feel,
always be you && be okay with it . . <3


seems so perfect-make sure you never
lose that person

 

 

 


Monday, January 09, 2006

Currently Listening
Breakaway
By Kelly Clarkson
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you will never know how many times
i`ve laid in my bed all night just thinking
about how much you mean to me &&
how much i l o v e you xox

so there's this boy.. & he makes my
heart go a trillion miles per minute, &
he's just great.. except for when he's
a jerk. & the catch is.. i can't have him.

*& if i could tell you one thing, i guess it
would be that i love hearing your voice
and that your smile just happens
to brighten my entire day =)

you treated me like i was your world. like
there was no one else but me. and now that
it's all over & done, you still look at me the
same way, so that must mean something.. x3

 

& to be honest, we don`t care if
we mean a thing to you. but let`s
face it: we know we do. ;)

love never changes
it just rearranges

do you expect me to sit at home, waiting,
lonely by the phone for your call after you
been out all right? i got 2 words for you boy:
[( Y E A H , R i G H T . )]

- God must have a plan for us,
because no matter how hard I try or no
matter what I do, there isn’t a time
where my life doesn’t revolve around you

I wish you could feel what I feel in my heart,
then you would know truly how much I love you

Now just because you deserve this doesn't mean
they're gunna give it to you. Sometimes you gotta take what's yours.
*Coach Carter*

Every single second is like a moment
that passes so quickly
& it seems like nothing
But when your lookin back
it amounts to [ e v e r y t h i n g ]

i dunno whats tighter..
our [ jeans ] or our *friendship*
i just laugh when i think of some of the
crazy things weve done together. they
wouldnt have been half the fun if i
would have done them alone.

I just wanna be the girl.
That WILL rock your world

its that head over heels over
the fence kinda feeling

Every day we are together is the greatest day
of my life. I will always be yours. x3

We were standing there hugging, *
Happy to be in eachothers arms `*
again..I swear that hug couldve lasted
forever. && then you kissed me. &&
I couldve never been so happy to be
with someone <333

DO i LO0K LiKE A GROCERY iTEM TO YOU ?
i SEE YOU CHECKiNG ME OUT ..

i WAS VOTED
BEST KiSSER
BY YOUR BOYFRiEND

saying you're my best friend
would
be a lie cus you're my
sister till the day i die ..

there is ['. a l w a y s .'] gonna be that
-x- o.n.e p e r s o n -x- you wish you
could be with 'even after [[ knowing ]]
that person xX doesn`t Xx want to be
[' -x- [[ xX w i t h y o u Xx ]] -x- .]

never give up on me, i will never give
up on you. you're everything i need,
oh, just look at what we've already
been through.. <3

The 5 Signs he likes you

1 He lets you wear his favorite hoodie *

2 He stares at you in class *

3 He makes you laugh *

4 He finds weird ways to get your attention in the hall, mostly starring at you and smiling at you *

5 When you ask him to a movie he says " that would be nice" and looks at you and smiles *

**10 Things girls wish guys would do ( More often)**:
10: Tell her that u love her every day, more then once
9: Go chill with her instead of your Boys
8: Let her wear your hoodie, that you spray with your favorite colonge
7: Hold her Hand
6: Tell her she's BEAUTIFUL....
5: If she ever is upset over something.. Kiss her to make everything better
4: Send her flowers. Just because...
3: Hold her all the time
2:Sing to her
1: Don't break her heart

but there`s just something about him that made
me like him ever since the day i met him. there was
something about him that made me...
`--» go absolutely crazy for him

It’s the kind of crush where, You’ve just gotten past
Something |[so hard]| And all you want to do
Is give up But every time you talk
To *him*, it gives you more hope To hold on

She asked "If i walked away would you
come after me
" He said "No".....she turned
away crying and began walking away
He grabbed her hand "Because i wouldn't
let you go
"

It`s amazing how your voice makes everything bad that happened fade away; how i need to hear your voice at the end of everyday; when something goes wrong, you`re the only one i want to tell it to. but the most incredible thing is how much i'm in love with you.

I can cross my fingers, break 1000 wishbones, pick up a penny heads side up, blow out my birthday candles and make a wish and wish upon a fallen star for you but I know you'll never be mine </3

I can't talk to you anymore. It's not
that I'm mad at you. It's just that when
I talk to you I realize how much I love you,
and when I realize how much I love you, I
realize I can't have you, and that just
makes me love you even more.

Don't lie to a girl to make her happy.
Be a man & tell her the truth.
cuz in the long run, thats what'll
make everything ok.

he knew that he'd never have to say to me
that he was sorry. his hand against my face,
trying to wipe away my tears, said it all. <3

heyy to my people; you know
who you be. i love you like no
others- you mean the world to me!

any problem, big or small. you can come to me
and tell it all. i`ll be there to listen & won`t let
you fall. you can always count on me whether
you`re smiling or about to bawl ;;

your best friend would never lie, cheat, or start trouble
.. without you

so yeah, your style is a little off
& you don't have the greatest laugh
but you are still my only one. x3

MY GREAtESt FEAR iN LiFE iS N0T *
HAViNG A BiG EN0UGH iMPACT 0N _____
S0ME0NE'S LiFE t0 AlWAYS BE REMEMBERED.

i found someone unlike the rest,
i found someone real & true. life
is funny like that, cuz when i wasn't
looking, i found y o u !

when someone said, "wow your lucky
to have someone like that in your life
." I
simply said, "I know." because knowing when
you should be grateful is the best part of all.

NEVER GiVE UP
not cause you still have tomorrow to try
because you may not have a tomorrow to try

Why Do We Want What We Can't Have,
But If We Get It, We Don't Want It Anymore?
Somedays I Sit, Staring Out The Window,
Watching This World Pass Me By.
Sometimes I Think There's Nothing To Live
For.. I Almost Break Down & Cry.

I really can't deny it. I am who I am.
I'm pretty normal. I'm not that smooth
type of girl. I run into things. I trip. I spill
food
. I say stupid things. I really don't
have it all together. -Katie Holmes<3

live everyday to the fullest and dont hold back..
you never know when it'll be your last day..

You see there this girl &
its always one guy after another with seconds in between
& she doesnt even take a moment to take a breath
sometimes i wonder does she even have a heart?

Some people talk & talk & never say a thing,
some people look at you & birds begin to sing,
some people laugh & laugh & yet you want to cry,
some people touch your hand & you can touch the sky

I love how I can just look at you..looking at me..
& I feel like the highest person in the world

One girl looking out her window
One boy walking down the street
He didn't know it at the time
But when she saw him her heart skipped a beat.
One girl playing outside
One boy doing the same
He didn't know it at the time
But she wanted to find out his name.
One girl getting hurt by many boys
One boy mending her heart
He didn't know it at the time
But she loved only him from the start.
One girl standing outside
One boy asking her out
He didn't know it at the time
But she never had any doubts.
One girl loving a boy
One boy loving a girl
He didn't know it at the time
But he was her world.
One girl's heart breaks
One boy moves on
He didn't know it at the time
But her love for him wasn't done.
One girl tries to win him back
One boy doesn't care
He didn't know it at the time
But she wouldn't always be there.
One girl leaves for college
One boy stays where he's at
He didn't know it at the time
But her heart was breaking in half.
One girl's heart is missing
One boy has it you see
He doesn't know it right now
But the two of them are meant to be

A boy and a girl. Best friends...they knew everything about one another, they helped each other out. And cheered each other up when they needed it. They called each other daily. And told each other what happened in their day. Together they'd hang out, and share priceless memories. When they were upset, they both knew the perfect person to call would be one-another. They would stand up. And help each other through it all..*They knew so much*..But what they didn’t know was that they both were perfect for each other..<3

its almost miraclulous how you can make me satisfied just by holding me in your arms
its crazy how you can know every emotion i feel by just looking deep into my eyes
its mysterious how you can make me smile on the rainiest day
its sweet how you take care of me and attend to my every need
its funny how you can make me laugh even when i'm angry with you
its hot how you can be yourself infront of me and make me fall for you over and over again
its brave how you can stand up for me to the biggest guy in the room
its amazing how you can be everything i want and need without even trying
its adorable how you know everything i'm thinking without even asking me
its sexy how you are so promising to me and still keep your word
its breath-taking how you walk into the room and i immediately feel relieved
i realized that you are my other half and without you, i am nothing
i realized that i belong with you, you make me stronger
i realized that no matter what anybody says or does, nothing can take me away from your love
you promised me one thing and thats your heart and now its mine to keep
youre my foundation and i grow off of you.

I Wanna Be The One He's Up All Night Thinking
About & I Wanna Be The One He's Telling
All The Boys That He Just Can't Live Without



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